it is not space ,but it is distance

how they are together still a mystery

how is the relationship is still a question

so the song begins

........................
she so far away from the romeo
away that to far that she cant see him
push the limit of loyalty and love
can they survive the wave of longing


as he wait for the juliet
  hewas lonely that he keep high hope forher
waiting for a call or just perhaps a message
maybe an asking about her for today


the juliet is too busy or 
perhaps just wanted to give some space
so that he would not feel trapped
without her knowing that he is slowly slipping from her


the guy need companion not space
that is not space that she gave in but a distance
a distance that further her from him
that maybe lost her from him

ME WITH THE FAKE SMILE

to all the black hearted  that talk about me just by seeing the outside of me..
from the start i try to figure out why i hated them..and now i know why....i just want to swear all out...

i fake my smile 

as it is hard to give a real smile 

when my heart was filled with shattered hope

and my mind filled with dark cloud.

yes I'm a jerk but a jerk that has heart

people talked about me

telling bullshit that they think is true

while i become the  antagonist in this world

they just talked and talked

now i know why i hated them

it is because of them

that rotten my heart

i can tell u that im ok with it

but im a human being and i get offended

so dont talk bullshit about me.

because u should know what a rotten heart could do

the memory...the thing thatt should be erased...

the nightmare that haunt me,

the thing from the past that just keep on coming

to show me what is like to be a loner

and becoming a dark hearted man

the room full with people but yet still empty

no one to talk too and to be understand

sitting in the corner hoping all would end

just a fake smile to please all the viewers

they talked and talked with no stop

while i just looking for something that please me

so i wont feel this emptiness

but it just foolish that are inside of me

everybody said its their best memory

but i think it otherwise..

as it just hurts me inside thinking of it

better to get rid the memory inside of me

this memory is killing me

thinking of it make me scream inside

from the beginning to the end still the same

as they laugh while i cry inside the darkened heart.

others sweet memories is my horrifying memory

they said it was the best thing happen to them
each second to be remembered,

its their victory that they had achieve

by using selfishness and cruelty

my stupidity and my kindness back stabbed me

now i know it juz you,the champion among all

the culprit that hide in the shadow of glory

you show the world you are the best

remember this wording that are in me

you also show me the dark side of me

and it surely is the valueble lesson.

and i make sure my dark side will overshadow all

it is the best memory for you

and a dark black memory for me

each second is pain and misery

the victory is yours and the death is mine