im the smiley with the heart..

my heart can cry....because im a human too

the man with the smile,that's me

smiling where ever path i walk to

trying to hide waht inside

maybe fear,maybe frustration or loneliness

im the smiley with the heart

that so fragile n easily broken

it easy to scratch and easy to cripple

that has shredded many time that sometime its take time to fix

so if get my heart im begging u
plis take care of it gently
polish it every time so it could shine
never let it alone cause it get cold and lost|

im sorry if im too difficult to take care of

im sorry if im too hard to understand of

the only thing my heart want is an accompany

cause its been lonely for a long time...

고독한(lonely)

p/s:ya allah berilah aku kekuatan agar aku dpt harungi kesunyian ini...dgn dekat kan diri ku pada MU ..amin

everyday is the same story
everyday feeling the same
the same situation
i just dun know how to let it out

i tried crying
i tried talking
i tried keeping
it still the same

why i feel this way
cant just i forget her for a while..
let her go just for a minute
eliminating this feeling

its true im just lonely

its do border me

i can hide it from the world n even her

but i cant hide from myself

there's a person that i used to talk to
that i used to joke about..
that always care about me
even though im nobody

she text me when im nothing
she accompany me when im a goner

now it change,lets face the fact
people move on

they left u behind 

u just try to hold

eventually they will slip n gone

cry all day u want its still happen

i want to be the strong person
but the fact is im not
im hopeless n egoist
just face it

im a lonely person
try to survive
i guest that i just rely on a person to much
that when she gone,i m lost my way

to love somebody is a risk

to be understanding is hurtful
to care about somebody is responsibility

to stop loneliness is so hard..

i never change

i know im confused..but the thing is i never change..not even for a minute

u talk to me like im a strange

said that ive has change
say its your fault
but inside u just wrong

i never change and still the same guy
that comfort u when u in trouble
that listen to all ur thought
n speak lovely word for u to sing along

the only thing is u never there now
there no one to comfort to
only a person that has secrets
n i juz stop to sang the word

im still here
cuz i ve have no where to go
i never change
cuz im still the person that love u....

reminder:she waiting for u..

time past by pretty quick
that i couldn't count how much i fell so lonely
alhamdulillah it make me more closer to Allah
maybe far away from you

it hurt to wait n ignore the feeling

feel like the man that cant be move
let time past by just to take her out of my mind
i know she luv me

maybe i fell forgotten
time after time
u get used to it...
although it still the same feeling

i hate this feeling
but i luv her more..
u got a good girl
never let her her go

the pain i feel
the cry in my heart
is just the thing that make me somebody...
just one thing make me survive

thinking she waiting for me...
im just being selfish
the horrible me..
stop being a moron and start being somebody...