did she know???

question in my heart n in my mind

did she know what im feeling
everytime waiting for her
insane to think but must accept the weakness of other
well not everybody perfect

did she know that i feel emptiness
every time she missing
and when im in trouble
well she not my wife to be with me all the time

did she know i cried
maybe im  a loser

but the fact is im so weak..

maybe she never notice that

did she know i made so may mistake
that i tried to fix it
without anybody helping
maybe im just stupid

but the question me the most is

did i know how she been
did i know how many time she cried
did i know what she been trhough
did i know how she feel..

the truth is...i dun know anything...i just put so much hope n so little effort....